What dreams may come....

Life isn't very easy is it? When you feel like an outsider looking in, when you always felt so different to everyone else, when no one ever seems to get you?

Luckily for most of you reading this now you are getting the answers you have always wanted. You have started to find others like you, thanks to those who have been working hard to call you back to your own Kin. Your Kin might be far away and it is only the internet that finally brought you back to them. Suddenly your small world, trapped in isolation becomes bigger and possibilities start to blossom in your mind.

What if we don't have to live like this? Imagine a world where you no longer had to follow the latest fashions in a media hell that tells you what you should look like and how to dress. Imagine a world where people weren't selfish, shallow and self-centred? Can you? You probably can because deep within your genetic memories you remember a place like that. A place where everyone pulled together to help each other, a place where money didn't exist, just barter, care and share systems. You probably have a deep longing to live like that again, living in harmony with nature, living from the land and doing away with mass produced factory foods and toxic pesticides. A place where we can run free in the fields and forest and feel at one with our beautiful planet, that all too often these days in modern society we are disconnected from and feel like aliens in a strange land.

We can recreate our dream, and in fact as you read this the process is already starting... Some of us who are tired of the life in the modern world, in the materialistic dog eat dog societies, have got together and decided to realise the dream of living in harmony with nature.

We have purchased a farm in rural Sweden, a place that is tranquil and away from the hustle and bustle of city life, with a great climate and many opportunities for turning it into an eco village that is sustainable and off-grid. The whole process has to start somewhere and someone had to start it, and that bit, the hardest bit is now done. But to realise the full dream, to be totally off-grid and self sufficient, the village will need more Kin to come forward and help it all come into vivid, bright and colourful reality.

Having bought the 16 acre farm our funds are now completely depleted and there is so much more to do to it get up and running.

1, We need people who want come to live and work there.

2, We need people to volunteer to come and work there to help get it all set up.

3, We need people to invest.

With your help this dream can become a reality, even if you don't want to live there full time, just knowing there is somewhere in the world you can escape to is immensely appealing. In the future more land can be bought and in different areas and countries, spreading the dream and making it a reality to even more of our Kin.

Are you willing to be one of those who dared to make dreams come true, or will you simply read this, and then go back to the sad greyness of your current reality?

Dare you make dreams become reality?

Please visit the Theomerla site now and decide whether you want to become a friend of Theomerla, a shareholding member, a volunteer or simply make a donation. You may even want to consider becoming a full time resident. http://theomerla.org/

Why I don't vote

No matter who you vote for in a general election, it makes no difference at all. Your vote is just showing that you approve of the current system and how society is set up. Maybe you are happy with how things are? Maybe you think spending money on weapons and wars to give more money to the oligarchy is great? Then fine, vote.

The whole election pantomime is set up and publicised in order to make you believe you have a choice in what happens to the country you live in. When in reality voting just proves you enjoy your slavery.

It is tempting to vote isn't it?

You see everyone else talking about it and getting all angry about why they are voting for one colour or another, and your ego tells you that you deserve to have a vote too. They work on your ego, you want to have your say. They make you believe that all you have to do is put a tick in a box and magically all the changes you crave will suddenly happen - sorry it doesn't work that way. Making changes to any kind of system takes hard work.

Fear is also a major factor in why people vote, this is also played on. You might think about those women who went through all kinds to get the vote. How many times are you told that if you mention you aren't going to vote? Pretty often I would think. So you vote, thinking that something will be taken away from you if you don't, when all along you had nothing and unless the current system changes you never will.

I have also been told that I should turn up and destroy my ballot paper. Why? No one knows it was you who destroyed your paper, it will just get put on the reject pile and your name will be in the system as someone who voted. Meaning you are being a good little mind controlled slave and validating their system.

The only way we can ever hope to make changes to the system is by rejecting it. That means not voting and hoping that others will become aware of what they are doing and stop voting too.


What voting says to the oligarchy:

• You think the system is good and approve of it.
• You are under mind control and can't think for yourself.
• You live in fear.
• You are letting your false ego guide you.
• You enjoy your slavery.
• You don't want anything to change.

What not voting says to the oligarchy:

• You disapprove of the system.
• You can think for yourself.
• You don't live in fear of them.
• You are not being driven by false ego.
• You are not willing to put up with being a slave.
• You want to see change.

We are natural born human beings, born on a planet that we are told to live on we must work as slaves to give more money and resources to the oligarchy.

No I won't be voting.



By Tau Tia L Douglass

Feminism is not a dirty word

Last week I posted a link to an article about an Actress in the Big Bang Theory, here is the link.
I posted that I think she can't be very bright for her stupid comment about her not being a "feminist". I see it all the time, women who are clearly not very bright or trying to impress men, slagging off other women and then claiming that all women who are feminists are only feminists because they hate men and are ugly. All that tells me is that these women are not only self hating insecure and very naive, but they have no idea what feminism is.

Feminism is simply the belief that women have the right to choose what they want to do with their own life, have the option to have a career and that they are human too. That they are not only put on Earth to breed, look after children and men, because they aren't. Men are perfectly capable of looking after themselves and children, they can't give birth to children themselves, and this is main reason why patriarchy has tried to control women and keep them thinking small (the purpose is to get them to breed for men, produce sons, because let's face it, patriarchy will have you believing women aren't important.), stopping them having an education, a right to vote, a right to patent their inventions and ideas. All of which without feminism women still wouldn't have to this day and in some countries they still don't!

We still have a long way to go, that is very evident when women like Kaley Cuoco-Sweeting say ignorant things like they do. Without realising how much they have in their life now that they wouldn't have, without those feminists, that they claim to hate and despise so much.

I watched a video the other day by Mark Dice (disinformation agent) where he slags off all women who don't agree with Kaley Cuoco-Sweeting, implying that feminists were only upset at her because she said she cooks for her husband, No, that isn't the reason a feminist would be annoyed about what she said, who cares if she likes cooking? A lot of men like cooking too. She would soon change her tune if she was forced to cook every single day and she would soon get all huffy and upset if she was told she isn't allowed to do her acting, because a woman's place is in the home serving her man full time.

Any woman who likes to have an opinion about anything at all, is a feminist. So Kaley Cuoco-Sweeting, if you don't want to be a feminist, stop acting and stop thinking you have the right to an opinion.

A movement I have seen slagging off feminists is the men's movement (MGTOW). What a bunch of absolute ridiculousness! It is hilarious but also worrying listening to these men and their misogynistic rantings, how they moan on and on about how hard done to they are, and how much they hate feminists.

Then they say, women should pay for themselves, women should pay 100% of the costs of raising children, women should do all the housework, women should do as men say.

Basically they want women working and so being able to pay for everything themselves (feminists are more likely to be able to do this if they have jobs, but they hate feminists?), but at the same time they are saying women are stupid and incapable of doing anything without a man. They say that women have never invented anything!! --- Patriarchy in the past made sure women never get any credit for what they do invent, so that all ideas and inventions by women were put in the name of their husbands or fathers.

They also say women can't use computers... funny that seeing as I have been using, programming, building, networking and all kinds.. computers since I was a kid. Again, blatant misogyny.

The thing I find the most funny about the MGTOW movement is the women involved, remember these are the men who slag feminists off, saying they are all ugly and hate men, but you should see the women connected to MGTOW!! Not that I am vain person or judge people by how they look, but if ever I saw someone who looked butch or manly, it is the women of MGTOW.

I have also heard these whinging pathetic excuses for human beings saying that women are the cause of wars, because men fight for power to get more money for women!

They say women are all naturally attracted to the idea of staying at home and looking after kids. Funny that, I have never wanted kids and don't like being around kids and actually can't stand how noisy they are, and do everything I can to avoid them. And I enjoy my work - writing, being creative, always loved computers. I am analytical and logical. I can think for myself too.

I realise that much of modern feminism reemerged through the Marxist agenda as a way to get more worker slaves, and this is what is so wrong with society as it is now. If a couple decide to have children, then one of them should have the option to stay at home and look after them full time. It doesn't matter which one, or even if they take turns, so long as one parent is always there for the children. However it has now become the norm for both parents to work full time, as it is the only way to afford to live. Children get passed around to grandparents, friends and hired help, and see very little of their parents. The pressures of working full time and trying to bring up children is a very stressful, which can often lead to the breakdown of the relationship. This is completely wrong, and not how things should be. But this is NOT the fault of feminism, it is the fault of greedy power hungry oligarchy, and we should not blame each other, we should blame them.

The problem with MGTOW is that it wants all women to fit into their idea of what a woman should be and because they don't, they hate them.

Everyone is different, men are different to other men, and women are different to other women. The only kind of movement we need is one that gives everyone freedom of choice to do whatever they choose to do in their life. Be The Solution.

So men of MGTOW, you are free to go your own way, but don't start treating women like shit, just because they won't do what you want them to do, or be what you want them to be. Either find one who is compatible with you, or go your own way completely and leave them be, quit moaning about it because you can't get a date! Sandman on YouTube is a prime example of a moaning little dork who can't get a date.

A few years ago I got talking to a guy online from a dating site, we exchanged numbers and as soon as I said I was a feminist (he asked) that was it, the abuse and insults started, he sent me loads of videos from these MGTOW lot on YouTube, which is how I found out about them. He hacked my computer, started ringing me up at all hours hurling abuse at me, saying I'm a whore and that women are whores. This is the kind of man MGTOW produces, as well as that bloke in the US who went round shooting people because he said he couldn't get a date.

Thing is guys, if the women you meet sense your insecurity and desperation, they won't like you, they will know there is something not right about you, and they will run a mile. So the more you get into movements like MGTOW and the more you hate women, the more you will scare women away and the worse the situation gets.

I get men and some women, posting insults under my YouTube videos, sometimes just saying "this sounds feminist". I am a feminist, however telling the truth about matriarchal cultures that have been systematically destroyed by patriarchy, doesn't mean they are feminist, they are just the facts - they don't hate men, they dislike patriarchy, and that is not the same thing as hating men.

I wrote this article about feminism, and I explained what feminism is above. What feminism isn't, is hating men, someone might hate men and also be a feminist, but that is not what feminism is. Anyone who says it is, is wrong.

Recognise the truth from within

I am just going through the Grail group on Facebook, as I delete all the posts, now we have moved over to the new site, and came across this post. It is still just as relevant today as it was then, so I thought I would post it here before deleting it.

11th October 2013

So many don't understand just how exhausting being asked the same questions over and over again is. That is why I wrote all the articles and blogs, made videos and wrote a book. So I don't have to keep repeating myself over and over again. But when I tell them this they say they don't want to buy a book, or watch videos, or read web sites, they just want me to answer them personally. Why? Are they vultures or something? Do they think it will some how be different me copy and pasting it into a personal message to them, than them reading it on a web site themselves?

If you are not a seeker, you will never find, even though it is right in front of you and all you have to do is watch or read. If you are not ready you always find an excuse as to why you can't understand. 

So don't get mad at me for constantly saying it is in my book, because I am trying not to lose patience with you when you ask me the same questions over and over again. At the end of the day what does it really matter what I think or say? If you haven't learnt how to know the truth when you see it yet, it isn't going to make any difference anyway, you will just think I have some kind of agenda for telling you what I tell you. Until you learn recognise the truth, from within, you might as well stop looking.

What to say to idiots who think GMOs are a good idea

I had a conversation about GMO. The name of the numpty has been removed to protect the guilty:

Him "I think GM could potentially be a big boost in developing nations, however the marketing, patents, enforcement, business practices of Monsanto are diabolical and should be stopped."

Me "You have been misled about GM, they could destroy everything, and they help with nothing. They are purely for profit and ultimately control of the food supply."

Him "I said potentially, after all we have been modifying food and animals for millennia. I would point out I have not been misled, I have read papers from an informed and educated stance, not biased data that had been discredited but still repeated by pressure groups and tinfoil hat wearers on Facebook. They are being used for profiteering. In countries like this that face real food shortages every year, increased yields or increased resistance would bring real benefit. However, subsistence farmers cannot afford them."

Me "Oh yes you have been misled and you are showing your ignorance there, A LOT.

You’re right, Farmers have used selective breeding for ages to increase the robustness and output of their crops and to produce and encourage other desirable traits. But there are some pretty huge differences between the techniques they have traditionally used and the high-tech ones being implemented today on mega farms that produce GM corn, cotton, soy, and canola (the four crops largely converted to GM technology so far). Put it this way: If traditional selective breeding is like two people with two different sets of genes being paired up by a matchmaker who thinks they’ll have pretty, healthy kids together, then modern high-tech GM breeding is like Victor Frankenstein slicing ‘superior’ body parts out of fifteen different corpses and using them to sew together his powerful, yet frighteningly unpredictable, monster.

To make a GM plant, scientists need to isolate DNA from different organisms—bacteria, viruses, plants, and sometimes animals (or humans if the target gene is a human gene). They then recombine these genes biochemically in the lab to make a "gene construct," which can consist of DNA from five to fifteen different sources. This gene construct is cloned in bacteria to make lots of copies, which are then isolated. Next, the copies are shot into embryonic plant tissue (microprojectile bombardment), or moved into plant tissue via a particular bacterium (Agrobacterium) that acts as a vector. After getting the construct copies into the embryonic plant tissue, whole plants are regenerated. Only a few plants out of many hundreds will turn out to grow normally and exhibit the desired trait—such as herbicide resistance.

All in all, I don't want to ever eat that crap, and anyone who says someone is a dim witted tin foil hate wearer for not wanting to, is in fact a complete idiot themselves."

Why Do They Lie?

When I explain to people that religions and spirituality are riddled with psychopaths who call themselves gurus or life coaches, etc. I am asked why do they mislead us?

"Why do they tell us in their books that aliens are real, and that I am a special indigo starseed moonbeam?"

Simply because they can. As an empathic person yourself, who is seeking answers and wanting to improve yourself and the world around you, you are a prime target for psychopaths who will treat you like little children.

They believe they are superior to you, and therefore just like we as adults will play fantasy games with children, by telling them Santa is real and play along with make believe games, so will the psychopath with you.

They will play with your mind, they find fun and power in feeling superior, so superior that they can afford to condescend to what they feel is your ridiculous level and play along with your little fantasies for a while. They see you are harmless, but a source of narcissistic supply, power and of course cash, so why would they not go along with your make-believe?

If they meet someone who thinks she's beautiful or smart or talented? Or think they are special (indigo, starseed, alien)?.. Then they don't see that there is anything wrong with lying. Remember you are a silly child, and they are superior, they like it that way.

Alone, away from their book signings and tours, in private, they will be drinking a beer and having a good old laugh at those silly fools who believe all the crap they write about.

People get angry at me for debunking this stuff, when really they should be angry at those who are actively lying to them, by pandering to their ego. But it is always more enjoyable to have your ego massaged than face reality isn't it? Well no, the truth is beautiful, try finding that inside yourself, and you will see.

The Truth About Life Coaches

I have never once met someone who describes themselves as a "life coach" who wasn't an extremely insecure narcissist who needs constant adoration and the need to feel important. These are often the very ones who should be working on themselves before attempting to help others. They can be dangerous to vulnerable people, have superficial charm and will drain you of narcissistic supply until it runs out, then they disappear and you will wonder what hit you. Stay well away!!

If you are feeling vulnerable, depressed, lonely and looking for advice, ask your Higher Self, not some overpriced "Life Coach" who wants to bleed you dry.

Do the Great Work.

Things insecure "Life Coaches" have said to me during conversations that didn't provide them with the narcissistic supply they need, I will add to it when I get more ;)

"Knowing posh words etc doesn't mean you are right." LOL never said it did.

 "Writing a book is a waste of time, I did that years ago." After he found out I wrote a book.

"Psychology is all bullshit, I used to study it." After finding out about my qualifications. The same guy didn't know who Carl Jung was.

Unless all Life Coaches stay away from me after this, more coming soon....