Friday, 27 December 2013

Filthy Rich Psychopaths

Have you ever noticed how the filthy rich eagle royals and their fake 'royal' titles are always going on about God? How religious they all pretend to be. Then when people write begging letters to them, because someone has no money for treatment of a terminal illness, or they see poverty. They just say - oh I am so sorry this is happening, God works in mysterious ways, or - God has a plan for you and your family, etc etc.

Do you really think these selfish psychopaths give a shit about you and your family? Or all those who die in poverty? Or that they care about doing the right thing and being a good person? Of course they don't, you are cattle to them, nothing more or less. So next time you feel impressed by some rich prick, and you feel tempted to kiss arse, ask yourself why? Do you think that if you are nice to them they might give you some of it? You have more chance of winning the lottery without actually buying a ticket.

These people don't care about anyone or anything but themselves. Otherwise they would take some of their luxury items, yachts, gold and diamonds, and they would feed the starving or help the ill. They know that so long as there are poor people, they will always have everything they want.

Do you think that joining them, and becoming one of them would make your life happy and complete? It wouldn't, no amount of money is ever enough, they know that and so spend their life in constant fear of losing it, and trying their best to make more and more.

When you have nothing, you have nothing to lose.

I am in no way saying money is evil, and that we don't all need it in this current system, because we do.

When we turn the tables, and we will, there will be no need for money, it will be worthless... those who help each other and work as a team, trading skills etc, will live long and joyful lives. Those who selfishly refuse to do anything for others will be cast out to fend for themselves. Justice will be done.

Also see The Aristocracy is now an Oligarchy

Saturday, 30 November 2013

Dragon, Serpent & Reptile Symbology

The Alchemical Salamander

The clue to the Children of the Serpent families or those with Dragon Blood, has always been the serpent, dragon or salamander. It is displayed on family coats of arms of those from this bloodline. Before you start thinking 'David Icke was right, they are shape-shifting reptiles!' I will explain.

The Salamander represents the Higher Self overcoming the lower animal nature; the awakening, evolution, progress, enlightenment, and salvation - this is the Philosopher's Stone. The stone has benefits, and is NOT limited to:
  • Illumination.
  • Lucid dreaming, astral travel.
  • Remote viewing.
  • Enter different trance states and levels of deep meditative relaxation at Will.
  • To be able to slow down your heart or speed it up at Will.
  • To be able to travel the astral planes whenever you want.
  • Inner knowing truth, peace and harmony.
  • Read others thoughts.
  • Pick up on different vibrations.
  • Precognitive dreams.
  • To know the past and the future.
  • To excel in your chosen field.
  • To be able to see the auras of others.
  • Telepathy.
  • Balanced chakras.
  • Kundalini awakening.
  • Gnosis & Sophia.
  • Full connection to Higher Self.
  • Tap into genetic memories.
It awakens your true potential, and you find the real you, the true you. The truth flows to you easily, you feel calm and at peace when you have the stone.

In alchemy, the salamander is a symbol of the sulphur (of the three principles, of sulphur, salt and mercury). A salamander lives in flames, as does the Philosophers Stone. As you must enter and be baptised by fire, and over come the fire, to gain the stone.

The salamander is mentioned in the Talmud (Hagiga 27a) as a creature that is a product of fire, and anyone who is smeared with its blood will be immune to harm from fire.

Leonardo da Vinci (1452–1519) wrote the following on the salamander: "This has no digestive organs, and gets no food but from the fire, in which it constantly renews its scaly skin. The salamander, which renews its scaly skin in the fire,—for virtue."

Early commentators in Europe often grouped "crawling things" (reptiles or reptilia in Latin) together, and thus creatures in this group, which typically included salamanders (Latin salamandrae), dragons (Latin dracones or serpentes), and basilisks (Latin basilisci), were often associated together.

Alchemist Michael Maier said that the salamander is the elemental of fire, who not only eats fire, but elects to live in the flames. One should look for the Stone in the fires of sulphur, which are, the fires of the unredeemed passions. Before the Sacred Stone may be discovered, the fires must be put under control.

Salamanders are also parthenogenetic, along with various other animals. This is yet another reason for them being associated with the Bloodline families. You can find them on coat of arms, clan badges and crests of the Serpent Bloodline families.


Not only does the Serpent play a large part in the mysteries, it also plays a large part in the mythology built up by religions, in order to demonise the Serpent Bloodline families. Who have the teachings that once known free you from the mental slavery they keep you under.

  • The Serpent in the Garden of Eden, giving Eve the apple of Gnosis.
  • Dragons being slain by Knights, the dragons representing the Serpent Bloodline and their teachings.
  • The crucified Serpent of knowledge as the US Dollar sign.
  • The caduceus, with two snakes representing the ovaries and fallopian tubes which during the Great Rite enable the Kundalini Serpent power to rise up the spine to the pineal gland, the wings representing the air of Kether (illumination).
  • St Patrick removing all the Serpents from Ireland, represents the Serpent Bloodline and our teachings being forced out of Ireland as they brought Christianity and its control and dogma to the masses.
  • In Hinduism they have the Nāgas, Gods and Goddesses who are half Serpent and half human. It is the belief that the Nāgas are the keepers of the teachings of the elixir of life and immortality. This is of course is because the Serpent Bloodline first taught them about The Great Work and the mysteries, kundalini etc.
  • The Dogon tribe of Mali say they got their teachings about the mysteries from some Gods who were half fish and half human. Again this is representative of the Serpent Bloodline.
  • Mermaids are another popular symbol for the bloodline families, many hybrid families who married pure bred females of the Serpent Bloodline would use mermaid symbolism.
  • In Dragon Magick (Draconian): The Magickian invokes or evokes the wisdom of Dragons. It teaches you to work in harmony with dragons and with draconic energies and how to befriend draconic entities. Most of those Magickians don't realise they are actually asking for the help and guidance of our families and ancestors when they do this work. We don't look like dragons though, that is fantasy.
There are many more examples, this is just a handful.

.. Tau Tia L Douglass OIO-KHTGP, CSsM&J.

© Copyright Ordo Infinitus Orbis 21st March 2010

Wednesday, 27 November 2013

Ten Points About Pisces

1, "Pisces" is the Latin word for "Fishes". It is one of the earliest zodiac signs on record, with the two fish appearing as far back as c. 2300 BCE on an Egyptian coffin lid.

2, Pisces is used to represent the Goddess much further back into the past because of its association with the Vesica Piscis. The curved H of the Pisces symbol converts into the Vesica Piscis when the curved sides are crossed to the opposite side of the central arm.

Here is an animation showing how the Pisces symbol converts into the Vesica Piscis.

3, Many Christian symbols for Christ use the astrological symbol for Pisces, the fish. The figure Christ himself bears many of the temperaments and personality traits of a Pisces, and is thus considered an archetype of the Piscean. We are currently in the age of Pisces, once this age is over Jesus will no longer be the God of the age. Moreover, the twelve apostles were called the "fishers of men," early Christians called themselves "little fishes," and a code word for Jesus was the Greek word for fish, "Ikhthues". With this, the start of the age, or the "Great Month of Pisces" is regarded as the beginning of the Christian religion. Saint Peter is recognized as the apostle of the Piscean sign.

Pisces has been called the "dying god," where its sign opposite in the night sky is Virgo, or, the Virgin Mary. When Jesus was asked by his disciples where the next Passover would be, he replied to them:

Behold, when ye are entered into the city, there shall a water bearer pouring out water from a pitcher... follow them into the house where they entereth in.
—Jesus, Luke 22:10

This coincides with the changing of the ages, into the Age of Aquarius, as the personification of the constellation of Aquarius is a water bearer pouring out water from a pitcher, the water representing enlightenment for the people in the new age.

4, One Greek myth, Pisces represents the fish into which Aphrodite (also considered Venus) and her son Eros (also considered Cupid) transformed in order to escape the monster Typhon. Typhon, the "father of all monsters" had been sent by Gaia to attack the gods, which led Pan to warn the others before himself changing into a goat-fish and jumping into the Euphrates. A similar myth, one which the fish "Pisces" carry Aphrodite and her son out of danger, is resounded in Manilius' five volume poetic work Astronomica: "Venus ow'd her safety to their Shape." Another myth is that an egg fell into the Euphrates river. It was then rolled to the shore by fishes. Doves sat on the egg until it hatched, out from which came Aphrodite (This is the origin of Easter eggs). As a sign of gratitude towards the fishes, Aphrodite put the fish into the night sky. Because of these myths, the Pisces constellation was also known as "Venus et Cupido," "Venus Syria cum Cupidine," Venus cum Adone," "Dione," and "Veneris Mater," the latter being the formal Latin term for mother.

The Greek myth on the origin of the sign of Pisces has been cited as an example of the fables that arose from the original astrological doctrine, and that the original intent of it was afterwards corrupted both by poets and priests.

5, While the astrological sign Pisces per definition runs from elliptical longitude 330° to 0°, this position is now mostly covered by the constellation of Aquarius, due to the precession from when the constellation and the sign coincided. Today, the First Point of Aries, or the vernal equinox is in the Pisces constellation. There are no prominent stars in the constellation, with the brightest stars being of only fourth magnitude. One star in the constellation, Alpha Piscium, is also known as Alrescha which comes from the Arabic الرشآء al-rišā’, meaning "the well rope," or "the cord." Ptolemy described Alpha Piscium as the point where the cords joining the two fish are knotted together. The astrological symbol shows the two fishes captured by a string, typically by the tails. The fish are usually portrayed swimming in opposite directions; this represents the duality within the Piscean nature. The Piscean is seen as the most balanced of all the star signs. Which is why the two fishes are often shown in a ying yang formation. The fish facing upwards away from the ecliptic is swimming towards the heavens, or is seeking spiritual illumination. The other fish swims along the ecliptic, concerning itself with material matters.

6. Pisces is also sometimes represented as two dolphins or mermaids. The Pisces being the most watery of all water signs, the sea is their domain and at times a Piscean can feel they are not of the Earth, but we are not talking about another planet, just that they would feel much happier swimming or boating, than on dry land.

7, In esoteric astrology, Venus was considered the ruler of Pisces, and prior to the discovery of Neptune in 1846, Jupiter was said to rule Pisces. Neptune is mostly considered the ruling planet of Pisces today because of the association with the Roman god of water and the sea, Neptune. The detriment, or the sign "opposite" to that which is deemed the ruling planet, is Mercury. Venus is exalted in Pisces, and Mercury falls in Pisces.

8, The enchanting and mysterious Pisces is the sign of the psychic. In tune with the synchronicities of the Earth and universe and very intuitive, Pisces is also a natural healer. A pleasure to bestow as a friend or partner, yet difficult to understand, Pisces is sure to continually keep you guessing. They have a strong tendency to give more than they ask of their acquaintances, are intensely loyal and tend to connect with other like minded spirits.

9, Pisces, were born on this planet with that famous intuition that rarely lets them down. These traits which are abundant within a Pisces person come as no surprise - Pisces is the child of Neptune, the planet of altered states. Neptune is known for dissolving boundaries, and because Neptune is the "patron planet" of Pisces, that gift has been passed along to them. Pisces are often found getting lost within a movie, a magical moment or fantasy, and often leave the harshness of reality behind whenever the need arises. This is truly a great gift to bestow.

10, Pisces is also the most in tune with emotions of the signs, hands down. Nobody can "feel" things the way a Pisces can - a Pisces seems to know what it feels like to break a leg, even if they've never broken one. They can walk into a room and instantly feel the vibe, and have no problem interpreting the negative or positive energies emitting from people and experiences. Their incredible intuition often leaves them the kind of insights that will make you assume they can read your mind, and they often can. When a Pisces goes against their instincts, it's normally not a positive result. Pisces people need to remember their ability to see things for what they truly are, and to follow those instincts because they will rarely lead them astray.


Wednesday, 23 October 2013

The Greatest Speech Ever Made?

I have talked about this video before, but it doing the rounds again at the moment.

Most people who watch it have no idea about NLP and how it works. Do you feel emotional while watching this video? You are supposed to. Do you come away thinking we don't have an overpopulation problem? You are supposed to. Did you even notice how many times he says 'men/man', but never even mentioned women? Women aren't important, this video reinforces that.

After they have built up emotion with voice rolls and hand gestures, he then slips in the truth of what the video is about and trying to get you to mindlessly accept - the removal of national barriers and a one world government. Where all people are ruled over by the oligarchy of Eagles, and you will not be allowed to leave your zone. Your zone is where you work and your tiny box apartment will be, by the train track which takes you to work everyday, working as a slave to their system.

Oh yes they want you all to have jobs, doing stuff for them, making them more money. He mentions it in the video, men having work, as that makes them feel secure, lol.

The whole system is wrong, and this programs people to accept that wrongness as something good.

The out of bound zones will be for the Eagles only. They will say it is bad for the environment for you to go there, as it is growing space for the GMO food. With the amount of slaves they want making money for them it will mean there will be no room for organic foods to grow. It is myth that the Eagles want to depopulate, they want more and more people, so they have more and more slaves making money for them, no amount of money is ever enough for them.

All of this is wrote down in Agenda 21, and it is coming, unless we the people wake up and realize that being slaves is not natural to us. We are the only animals on the planet who have to work in order to be allowed to live here. Don't get me wrong, it isn't money that is the problem, it is the greed of the Eagles that is the problem, who are passing that lust for money down to the Simples.

Why can we not say get lost to the lot of them, and set up barter, care and share systems like we used to? Trade of services etc. Instead we are forced to get money to pay the bills, and keep a roof over our head, and pay our taxes etc etc. This is not natural, this is not how we are supposed to live. Do you really think Agenda 21 is something new? Just listen to this speech again, bearing in mind what I have just said.

Tuesday, 22 October 2013

The Aristocracy is now an Oligarchy

People frown upon those who see themselves as the aristocracy, and that is probably because those who say they are the aristocracy these days, are not at all. They are an Oligarchy.

1560s, from Middle French aristocracie (Modern French aristocratie), from Late Latin aristocratia, from Greek aristokratia "government or rule of the best," from aristos "best" (originally "most fitting," from PIE *ar-isto-, superlative form of *ar- "to fit together;" see arm (n.1)) + kratos "rule, power" (see -cracy).

At first in a literal sense of "government by those who are the best citizens;" meaning "rule by a privileged class" (best-born or best-favored by fortune) is from 1570s and became paramount 17c.
  1. A hereditary ruling class; nobility.
  2. Government by a ruling class.
  3. A state or country having this form of government.
  4. Government by the citizens deemed to be best qualified to lead.
  5. A state having such a government.
  6. A group or class considered superior to others.
Originally, leadership by a small privileged class or a minority thought to be best qualified to lead. Plato and Aristotle considered aristocrats to be those who are morally and intellectually superior, and therefore fit to govern in the interests of the people. The term has come to mean the upper layer of a stratified group. Most aristocracies have been hereditary, and many European societies stratified their aristocratic classes by formally titling their members, thereby making the term roughly synonymous with nobility. 

1570s, from Middle French oligarchie (14c.), from Greek oligarkhia "government by the few," from stem of oligos "few, small, little" (see oligo-) + arkhein "to rule" (see archon).
  1. Government by a few, especially by a small faction of persons or families.
  2. Those making up such a government.
  3. A state governed by a few persons.
Rule by the few, often seen as having self-serving ends. Aristotle used the term pejoratively for unjust rule by bad men, contrasting oligarchy with rule by an aristocracy. Most classic oligarchies have resulted when governing elites were recruited exclusively from a ruling class, which tends to exercise power in its own interest.

In ancient times within the Serpent Bloodline tribes the aristocracy did mean just that, the tribe leaders were chosen on merit, knowledge, wisdom and spiritual attainment, and therefore were the best leaders. It was nothing to do with who had won a war and who was the most nasty and brutal. It was about who was noble, fair, kind and balanced. Maybe now you can see how the aristocracy has truly been taken over by the frauds of oligarchy.

You do not have to be of the Serpent Bloodline to be part of the aristocracy, you simply have to be the right kind of person, who is doing the Great Work, wishes to improve themselves and help others. To encourage the noble ideals of Chivalry and to promote “Nobility through deeds of Charity & Honour”. To support the poor, the sick, the unjustly accused, to stand against oppression and to protect Freedom & Liberty. That is what makes a good leader, and a member of the aristocracy, nothing else.

Do you have a noble heart? If yes, then do apply to our Outer Order, join the aristocracy you know you belong to. Start building a better tomorrow with us.

Do you want to improve yourself? Become a balanced well-rounded being? As well as learn about many esoteric subjects and become a lineage holder and Priest/ess? The think about joining us here

True Nobility comes from the Heart


Friday, 18 October 2013

Glass Delusion

The glass delusion is an external manifestation of a psychiatric disorder first recorded in Europe in the late Middle Ages (15th to 17th centuries). People feared that they were made of glass “and therefore likely to shatter into pieces”. One famous early sufferer was King Charles VI of France who refused to allow people to touch him, and wore reinforced clothing to protect himself from accidental "shattering”.

A typical sufferer might have believed he was "a urinal, an oil lamp or other glass receptacle, or else they might themselves trapped within a glass bottle."

A 1561 medical account describes a patient "who had to relieve himself standing up, fearing that if he sat down his buttocks would shatter... The man concerned was a glass-maker from the Parisian suburb of Saint Germain, who constantly applied a small cushion to his buttocks, even when standing. He was cured of this obsession by a severe thrashing from Doctor Chris Lorch, who told him that his pain emanated from buttocks of flesh."

Concentration of the glass delusion among the wealthy and educated classes allowed modern scholars to associate it with a wider and better described disorder of scholar's melancholy.

Robert Burton’s The Anatomy of Melancholy (1621) touches on the subject in the commentary as one of many related manifestations of the same anxiety: “Fear of devils, death, that they shall be so sick, of some such or such disease, ready to tremble at every object, they shall die themselves forthwith, or that some of their dear friends or near allies are certainly dead; imminent danger, loss, disgrace still torment others, & that they are all glass, and therefore will suffer no man to come near them; that they are all cork, as light as feathers; others as heavy as lead; some are afraid their heads will fall off their shoulders, that they have frogs in their bellies, Etc.".

Dutch poet Constantijn Huygens wrote a Costly Folly (1622) centered on a subject who “fears everything that moves in his vicinity... the chair will be the death for him, he trembles at the bed, fearful that one will break his bum, the other smash his head".

French philosopher René Descartes wrote Meditations on First Philosophy (1641), using the glass delusion as an example of an insane person whose perceived knowledge of the world differs from the majority.

In modern times, the glass delusion has disappeared. “Surveys of modern psychiatric institutions have only revealed two specific (uncorroborated) cases of the glass delusion. Foulché-Delbosc reports finding one Glass Man in a Paris asylum, and a woman who thought she was a potsherd was recorded at an asylum in Merenberg.”

Wednesday, 16 October 2013


Many have asked what Sapentia means. I will explain. The word sapientia means wisdom in Latin, so the same as Sophia (wisdom in Greek), but we dropped the first 'I' so it includes 'pent' in it, for pentacle/pentagram, which represents Venus/Lucifer - The Divine Feminine and sacred geometry, and also the pent from serpent, to represent the Serpent Bloodline of Gnosis and the Serpent powered Kundalini energy which is part of the therapy.

Saturday, 5 October 2013

Purple - The Royal Colour

Purple is the Serpent Bloodline colour because it is a range of hues of colour occurring between red and blue, both masculine (red) and feminine (blue). The Oxford English Dictionary describes it as a deep, rich shade between crimson and violet. It has represented our families since prehistoric times.

Modern family coat of arms that are purple, or both blue and red are also considered balanced. Purple, red and blue are used a lot in symbolism for this reason.

The Serpent Bloodline were using it hundreds of thousands of years ago in our art and for ceremonial use. It was sported by our Queens (High Priestesses) and Kings (High Priests). The Priests wore red and the Priestesses wore blue to perform sacred ceremonies prior to the Great Rite, which led them to attaining the rank of High Priest/esses. Having become whole and balanced, they gained the right to wear purple.

The colour purple is still found in the ancient cave art our ancestors created using sticks of manganese and hematite powder. The beautiful colour was later created using a sea snail called the spiny dye-murex. This deep, rich purple dye made from this snail became known as Tyrian purple, as it was said to have been first discovered in Tyre, present day Lebanon.  The dye was greatly prized in antiquity because the colour did not easily fade, but instead became brighter with weathering and sunlight.

The process of making the dye was long, difficult and expensive. Thousands of the tiny snails had to be found, their shells cracked, the snail removed. Mountains of empty shells have been found at the ancient sites of Sidon and Tyre. The snails were left to soak, then a tiny gland was removed and the juice extracted and put in a basin, which was placed in the sunlight. There a remarkable transformation took place. In the sunlight the juice turned white, then yellow-green, then green, then violet, then a red which turned darker and darker. The process had to be stopped at exactly the right time to obtain the desired colour, which could range from a bright crimson to a dark purple, the colour of dried blood. Then either wool, linen or silk would be dyed. The exact hue varied between crimson and violet, but it was always rich, bright and lasting.

Tyrian purple was later taken by the Roman Empire and later their Roman Catholic Church. We see the same story over and over again. Rome rediscovered our royal colour and took it as their own. Do you think they know its true meaning and just want to keep it from you?

It was mentioned in the Old Testament; In the Book of Exodus, when the Elohim instructs Moses to have the Israelites bring them an offering including cloth "of blue, and purple, and scarlet." Of course when you know the truth about The Great Rite and the ceremonies involved, you can see how the allegory has been placed in plain sight in the old scriptures. 

Tuesday, 1 October 2013


While in the park today, two lovely young women came over to talk to me. They wore smiles, but they had a sadness in their eyes and both looked so forlorn. They were Mormons. I could tell they were both really nervous and just talked about my dog at first. Then when they introduced themselves as Sister whatever, I said 'You have no chance of converting me, sorry, I am a Gnostic Theolalite Bishop.' they both looked shocked and asked what being Gnostic Theolalite is about. I told them a little. Just the basics like the answers are within and everyone deserves to become a Priest/ess themselves and everyone is responsible for their own path. Also that although we don't believe in a sky daddy God in the same sense they do, we do believe in a Divine Masculine & Feminine.

I asked them if they knew their religion was based on Freemasonry and some made up stuff by Joseph Smith. They said 'Yes, but Joseph Smith was a Prophet and had been given messages from God.' I told them that to trust in the say so of someone else, is not being true to you. The truth can not be found outside yourself, it resides inside.

I feel so sorry for them, they have been sent over here from US to walk the streets trying to get people to join up to their cult. They will end up having to marry some pig of man who has 5 other wives and will just use them as baby making factory, to breed more Mormons. I didn't say that to them, I didn't try to influence them at all.

I just said to them that when you know something is true and you 100% know within yourself, without any doubts, then you know you really have found the truth. If you are just pretending, and accepting things, because of what others have told you, it is not the answer you are seeking and never will be. We chatted for a little while more, and they went on their way.

They were happy that someone actually spoke to them and was polite to them, without swearing.

I hope they escape.

Friday, 27 September 2013

Fregoli Delusion

Fregoli delusion or the delusion of doubles, is a rare disorder in which a person holds a delusional belief that different people are in fact a single person who changes appearance or is in disguise. The syndrome may be related to a brain lesion and is often of a paranoid nature, with the delusional person believing themselves persecuted by the person they believe is in disguise.

A person with the Fregoli delusion can also inaccurately replicate places, objects, and events. This disorder can be explained by "associative nodes." The associative nodes serve as a biological link of information about other people with a particular familiar face (to the patient). This means that for any face that is similar to a recognizable face to the patient, the patient will recall that face as the person they know.

The Fregoli delusion is classed both as a monothematic delusion, since it only encompasses one delusional topic, and as a delusional misidentification syndrome, a class of delusional beliefs that involves misidentifying people, places, or objects. Like Capgras delusion (a disorder in which a person holds a delusion that a friend, spouse, parent, or other close family member has been replaced by an identical-looking impostor), psychiatrists believe it is related to a breakdown in normal face perception.

However, this kind of paranoid behaviour has become more prevalent since social media web sites have gained popularity, now not even a face is needed. Many accuse others of 'making fake profiles' in order to troll them, of course this does happen. But when it does it is normally very obvious. Those with this condition will accuse complete strangers of being someone they have a grudge with for whatever reason, and act very aggressively towards them. It has happened to me on more than one occasion when others have come to me and told me how someone attacked them and accused them of being me. Well I do have the ALL SEE EYE and I am always watching. ;)

Sunday, 15 September 2013

Thelema & Black Brothers

The cult that is Thelema is going round telling everyone that anyone who leaves their Orders, or removes themselves from involvement with them is a 'black brother' not only is this phrase completely sexist, it is also implies that anyone who dares to get out of their mind control cult is a 'bad' person.

Anyone who has my book knows why I infiltrated their Order in the first place. You can not criticize something until you have first hand knowledge of it. I was never one of them, I was always just me doing my research, same as when I got involved with Islam and all the other things I researched.

If we were a cult we would be the same as them, and keep telling people they can't leave, when in reality we encourage people to leave if they don't have ears to hear and eyes to see, because we know that not everyone is ready to face facts and prefer to live in cognitive dissonance.

Notice that all the people who attack me do so because we removed them, NOT because they decided to leave themselves. And given the chance they would be back here with us, because they know they got very close to something and they messed up. So they don't want you getting something they haven't got, so they demonise us. Don't fall for it.

Fact 1, Thelema is cock worship and is very patriarchal. One of their initiation ceremonies does involve the Aspirant being bent over the Altar and having a golden cock shoved up their arse. 

Fact 2, They have a Mass where a naked woman is sat on the Altar. Why are the men not naked too? If you look in terms of Master slave relationship, the slave is always naked and the Master fully clothed. This is because when you are naked you are vulnerable. The women are seen as slaves in Thelema and vast majority of Thelemites are indeed very into BDSM.

Fact 3, It is Freemasonry, they call all members 'Brothers' you can't get more unbalanced and sexist than that!

Fact 4, As with Freemasonry they are under the Roman Catholic Church - secretly, but not so secret to those high up in the Orders. This is also true of the Golden Dawn and other sexist Orders.

Fact 5, OTO makes a lot of money, just like Freemasonry and the Roman Catholic Church. What crimes do you think that money funds? Seeing as Aleister Crowley himself was involved in espionage and bomb making?

Fact 6, Thelema's Prophet - Crowley, was a horrible vulture of a man, who ruined a lot of lives. Yet he was supposed to be some enlightened being? He took hard drugs, preformed depraved sexual acts and leached money off other people. He was a thoroughly disgusting man, and not a good role model for anyone.

Be involved with Thelema if you want, if that makes you happy, but do not go round calling anyone who knows the truth about it a 'black brother' when any Magickian knows there is no such thing as black or white magick, and they happen to be a 'sister'.

Remember Thelemites - 93

93 93/93

If you are going to preach it, believe it for everyone and not just yourselves.

Sunday, 8 September 2013

Ancient Shamanistic Alchemists were the first Scientists

Ancient Shamanistic Alchemists were the first Scientists, only now modern science is starting to understand the things we knew about thousands of years ago.

An Alchemist makes a love potion, we are told this is nonsense, but we say no it is true. Then the modern scientists discover the chemicals we use in them, like oxytocin, which we named something completely different. It doesn't mean that they just invented it, or discovered it, because they gave it a new name.

What makes a modern day 'love potion' any more real than one that is thousands of years old? It is less potent, because the truth is, they still don't know all our secrets, and likely never will.

Friday, 30 August 2013

Human Sacrifice & The Illuminati

Christians, they are pretty delusional at the best of times.. but when they go on about the 'Illuminati' and their secret human sacrifices, I despair.

Being Illuminated is about gaining Gnosis and Sophia, intuitive wisdom and knowledge, that helps you become a better more balanced person. Also see my article here.

People who are illuminated want to help people, not hurt them.

The Eagles, who are NOT illuminated carry out human sacrifices all the time, right in front of everyone, and people actually 'support' this and believe anyone who doesn't support it is a terrorist. It is called war.

Soldiers are SOL- diers - they sacrifice others and themselves to the Sun God, the male energy of patriarchy and corruption. If you support war, any war, you are supporting human sacrifice.

Monday, 5 August 2013

The time is always right now.

If you are feeling alone and like no one in the entire world cares. Well I do. You are unique in the entire story of the Universe, there will never be another you, not ever. Never let anyone tell you that you are not good enough, or that you need to change. You have no one to be compared to, because you are unique and you are perfect exactly as you are right NOW. Never let anyone tell you any different, and never let that little voice in your head tell you any different. Cosmic alchemy occurred and it created you, how can the Universe be wrong? When you know who you are, you don't need to listen to those who don't know who they are, if they don't know themselves, how do they know you? They don't. Follow your dreams, don't wait until it is too late. The time is always right now.

Sunday, 16 June 2013

Self Publishing - What I have learnt so far.

Graphic by Tau Graham

It is a nightmare, the most stressful and costly thing I have ever done and I even did most of it myself. I am a Graphic Designer so could do the layout and cover myself.

However, nothing prepared me for how much the big corporations rip off Authors.

My book isn't even released to the general public yet, but without even contacting me to agree a price various sites decided to list my book for a discounted price.. Yep that is right, before it is even released.

I have contacted them about it, but they have failed to help me or do anything about it.

I started to look into what happens when you sell on Amazon, set up an account and everything. It turns out Amazon pay the same postage costs to the Author, no matter what size your book is!

This is all Amazon give to you to cover postage of a book, no matter what size it is UK £2.80, EU £4.02, Zone 1 £6.94, Zone 2 £7.

The actual cost for me to post my book is UK £6.60, EU £10.30, Zone 1 £16.30 , Zone 2 £17.10.

Amount I would have to find myself for each is therefore:

UK £3.80
EU £6.28
Zone 1 £9.36
Zone 2 £10.10

Plus the amount I am paying to get each one printed. Then Amazon's cut = I am giving my books away for nothing.

I had no idea that creating a big book would be any more problematic than a small one.... How naive am I?

So I have had to raise the price of the RRP. I have no choice.

If Amazon and other sites refuse to up the price to the new one, I am not sure how they intend to get copies of the book, because I can not give them away. If they contact me - The Distributor, they will get told they have to pay for postage themselves. I can not pay for it. I have already paid for the printing, the ISBN, the packaging and all the other upfront costs. I refuse to give it away for nothing. I have spent years on this book, working tirelessly for nothing, thinking that maybe I would at least get the money back I have had to pay out. Seems that was a big mistake.

Big corporations mean Authors have no way of making a living, unless they make fiction and manage to get a film deal.

So, if you are currently slaving away writing a book, putting everything into it. Be warned, check and double check all the costs involved before setting the price, which the ISBN place rush you into doing, because it is very hard to amend later, especially once Amazon has decided to think that means you are willing to give them your book for free.

If you want a copy of my book, please order it from my web site direct, cut out the big corporations.

Thursday, 2 May 2013

Smear Campaign of the psychopath

The Smear Campaign of the psychopath who I have tried to remove from my life.

Top 3 Tactics

1. Start a Smear Campaign against you. Tell everyone they come into contact with what a terrible person you are. Make up lies about you and get others to also spread these malicious rumours.

2. Tell everyone you are the abuser and they are the victim. They want everyone to pity them and feel sorry for them, they will stop at nothing to make sure they 'win' people away from you. Remember, it is all a game to these people.

3. Push your buttons to try to make you respond with their goal of making you look like the crazy one. Yes, they stay around and make sure you know they are there, even by doing things like constantly asking to friend you on FB, or send messages on Youtube asking to talk to you, or even just like some of your FB pages, or subscribe to your Youtube. Anything they know you will be alerted about, they do.

You know who you are you pathetic psychopath. Why not just move on like I have? Why do you constantly have to hang around and try to creep your way back into my life? I am NOT interested, deal with it and go away.

Sunday, 24 March 2013

Real friends make you strong

All my life people have told me I am not good enough for this, or that. That I can't do that, I am not capable.. I was told when I was a kid that I have dyslexia, so I could forget ever hoping to be any good at writing, and told about how it would limit me in life. Well, I just finished writing my first book.

Over the time it has taken me to write it I might have struggled more than most to get the grammar and wording correct, making stupid typos, using the wrong form of a word. I have had people laughing at me, saying I am stupid because of that. But as they came laughing at me, I asked them what I had done wrong, so I could correct it and thanked them for showing me my mistakes, even though a lot of them did it far from graciously.

The mistakes I made never took away from what I was trying to say, and I still got my point across. And all the while these naysayers were laughing at me and trying to put me down, telling me I am deluded and idiot for believing in myself, others came forward and told me how happy they were for having found my writing and how it helped them. Just one of those telling me that cancels out whole ship full of naysayers.

I have never asked for thanks, or praise for doing what I do, I know my stuff is controversial and the herd just can not begin to see or hear it. All they see is something that is in conflict with their programming, and so they will continue to make fun of me in anyway they can. I have never been the best at grammar or even writing, I am learning more about it as I go. That doesn't mean what I have to say is any less valid or true. I make mistakes, but I don't give up, I keep going and always will, no matter what the haters say about me.

I am just so happy I can help at least one person, inspire at least one person and make at least one person feel better about themselves when they learn the truth about their heritage. :) 

I have met all kinds of people over my journey to where I am now, some very inspirational, some complete losers who tried their best to drag me down with them and some who were there when I needed them the most.

I am not sorry about having met any of them, even the ones who continue to be nasty, bitter and twisted about me, because I choose to move on rather than let myself be dragged down with them. I have learnt something from everything that has happened to me. Those who have lied to me, then said I am a liar, those who promise things then back down, those who you think you can trust but it turns out you can't and those who purposely try to ruin me, as they are so angry about what I have achieved. Yes I learn something from all of them, the energy vampires and the fair weather friends, the fickle ones and the back stabbers, all of them.

I don't regret anything. I saw people talking behind someone's back calling them all the names under the sun, the next moment sat in the pub with them pretending to be their friend. There are those that tell me what terrible people some are, only to then turn and do the same to me.

A real important lesson I learnt is: If someone has nothing good to say about someone behind their back, you can bet they will be doing exactly the same to you when your back is turned. Some people love drama and trying to hurt others, because they are insecure and needy.

I am just happy I didn't give up on everyone, because of the bad ones. Now I know there are really wonderful people in the world. People who don't judge you harshly when you make mistakes, because they realise everyone makes them; and people who are caring and giving, without expecting anything in return. People who are balanced and competent - who have no need for envy and nasty behaviour. Who will stand by you through the bad times, as well as be there to help you enjoy the good. Yes indeed, they have a lot of the genes of the Serpent families, they become my family and the longer I know them, the more I learn about them, the more I love them.

Real friends make you strong, they empower you and tell you that you can do anything you want to. I did, and I do. And so can you, no matter what anyone else says.

I wonder how many mistakes I made in this piece? lol

Friday, 22 March 2013

Are You Normal?

When delusional psychopathic haters start to attack me, it is 'normal' that they always say I am delusional and psychopathic. They project their own flaws on to others who they envy because they did the Great Work, as they are too lazy and stuck in their poor me victim mentality to do it themselves. If only I could be more delusional and not really see what is going on in the world, and therefore not give a shit about it and just be an ignorant little self righteous hater who gets drunk and takes drugs, and basically lives a shallow non existence because they are too psychopathic to care.

Ignorance is bliss, how often do we hear this? Luckily I don't happen to agree with that, I believe in Gnosis and Sophia, and when you have those yes there will be damaged people who can't stand to see how happy you are, and all that you are achieving because of that. However, it is a much more pleasant and peaceful existence than they have where they have a constant need to find a new target for their hatred. There is enough hate in the world, and these 'normal' people who think they are sane are what drives it to continue.

Will they ever realise that the vast majority of the population of 'normal' people, are actually the insane ones, for complying to a hate filled system and demonising anyone who dares to stand up against it? Ultimately, putting themselves up to a barrage of aggressive, nasty, hate filled people, who all bleat the same tune, over and over.. She is different, how fucking dare she think differently to us, how dare she have strange ideas and do things different to us. How very fucking dare she. Lets beat her back down, call her a psychopath and try to belittle her, call her insane and delusional. Because lets face it, it will stop them having to look in the mirror and realise they are all the things they accuse me of being. Being normal in a sick world, is insane. Thank goodness I am not normal like them.

Sunday, 17 March 2013

The Crucified Serpent of Knowledge

Most people don't realise how much 'money' goes against the natural way Serpent people like to live, by bartering and trading of services. The American Dollar sign is a magick sigil which in truth represents the Serpent people and their knowledge (represented by the apple in the snakes mouth) being crucified on an arrow.

The more you 'buy' into the material world and use this magick sigil, the more power the sigil gets. However, the more people who are aware of its true meaning, the spell will be broken and no longer effective.

There are many other magick sigils all around you, used to stop you being able to connect to your Higher Self and your true source of power, this is just one of them. In previous articles and posts I also talked about the 'peace' logo and the Anarchy logo, which also work at creating fear and keeping people programmed and unaware.

Tau Tia L Douglass

Tuesday, 5 March 2013

The Truth Movement

I have a bit of trouble understanding why those currently going through, 'naive enlightenment' can't help but be judgemental of others constantly. Yes it is a phase we all have to go through, and I realise how angry you are that you didn't always know about all the things you now know. But before you start accusing everyone of being a child murdering member of the elite, and hating on them. And before you start accusing others of being evil because they happen to have a different view than you about something... Just try to remember that most people are just here trying to get on with their life, trying to do what they feel is right. Yes there are a lot of people who get tired of battling on and on, in what seems like a pointless fight against the corruption in the world and decide to 'sell out' and become yet another corporate or media whore. But you have no right to judge them on their decision, who do you think you are? We are all each responsible for our own life and our own decisions. No one else is forced to believe the things you believe, or even have the same values you do. So long as they are not hurting you, why are you worried what their choices are?

The truth movement has been mass mind controlled to a very deep level, and they are stuck too far into their 'naive enlightenment' for them to notice.

Here are a few pointers to help you see the signs of manipulation in the truth movement.

Is there one thing, that no matter what other things someone talks about, they all agree on?

1, What is this thing they all agree on?
2, What solution do they give for beating this problem?
3, Do they all give the same solution?

And some examples:

1, There is a elite organisation in control of the world, who run everything and own more of less everything.

2, The love and light crew says we should all meditate and think lovely thoughts, but do nothing. The angry hater crew all think we should riot, or call people names, or protest. or just send out bad energy to them. But ultimately this makes no difference, so it is the same as doing nothing. Or it will lead to more of our freedoms being removed if they start attacking people and looting etc.

3, Yes, it amounts to the same, they are constantly told that we are all individuals, and to beat this massive worldwide organisation, we should all remain alone and independent. We should under no circumstances think about joining together to build our own organisation which would work against them. Where is the logic that? There isn't any, because this is the thing they all - like programmed little drones - are told to think, over and over again by their gurus and preachers.

They (those who run the show) know that so long as we are all fighting amongst ourselves and blaming each other for things, and telling other people they are wrong about this and that. Arguing over whose dogma is right, who has the best religion, who is the most spiritual, who is the best at this, or the best at that..... We are not a problem to them. We are just a bunch of little people, all shouting and crying about those naughty evil elite who have taken all our rights, yet not joining together to do anything about it.

If you have had enough and want to become part of a real solution, and join a group of people who all have minds and ideas of their own, but all agree on one point "I believe that everyone should have the freedom to: Do whatever they want, worship whatever they want, believe anything they want, so long as it hurts no one else and they don't force their views on anyone else."

Then come along and make your voice heard and be part of the solution, what are you waiting for? No one else is going to come along and save you, we have to be the ones who make changes.

Monday, 4 March 2013

Wikipedia - Truth for the intellectually challenged.

I am sure we all know someone who likes to prove a point by posting up a Wiki link, then sitting back all smug and conceited like they have proved you wrong about something, because it says so on Wiki, so it must be true. Or is it?

Don't they realise that anyone can add anything they want to that site? That anyone can then come along and edit it? And at the end of the day it is just the opinions of who ever edits. People don't even check the sources of the information, and if they do they don't find the source of that source. Any good researcher must research the source of the source until they get to the bottom of where some information or misinformation has come from. Otherwise you are just passing on someone else's opinion.

Wikipedia can be a useful tool and starting point for any kind of research, but it is not the end point, or the proof. Wikipedia is used as a source of proof by the intellectually challenged.

My point is, don't believe everything you read on Wiki, just as much as you shouldn't believe everything you read in the papers or see on the TV.

There are people out there who want to keep you in the dark, I am not one of them.

Wednesday, 27 February 2013

I am tactless, Sorry!

Some people say I am tactless for just speaking my mind. They don't realise my intention isn't to upset people. I say good positive things, and I also say something about things I disagree with, or don't like sometimes. Saying good things is fine, it is giving those who need it, narcissistic supply. But when I make a comment about something I disagree with or don't like, the person often gets very defensive and usually just attacks me.

I am the way I am because I prefer honesty to lies, I speak my mind and give my true opinion.

On Facebook I guess it isn't directly asked for, but then why do people add me to their contact list if they never want to hear my opinion about things?

Did they only join FB to be surrounded by people who will constantly tell them how wonderful they are and always agree with them?

I guess they must.

I think this is the difference between me and them. When I ask someone's opinion about something, I don't do it to get compliments and be told how wonderful everything is. I ask them so I can get their opinions and then I can either see what they mean and make changes and improve it, or say I don't agree and just stick to how it is, but at least they were honest with me.

If I post something on my FB wall and someone comments under it that they don't agree, I will discuss it with them and find out why they think that, and why I don't. I will look at their side and if needs be just accept we are never going to see eye to eye on that point. But I won't instantly hate that person and attack them and call them names because they don't agree with my opinion about something.

On name calling - I don't think calling someone an idiot, stupid, daft or silly is calling them names, it is just an expression for showing you don't approve of what they say. I could change it round to 'that is idiotic' or 'the whole idea is stupid' etc, but it saves time to just say someone is being an idiot. It is not said maliciously, and shouldn't be seen that way. It isn't making a personal insult to someone's appearance or any kind of bullying. You can call me an idiot all you want when you don't agree with me.

I call myself an idiot almost daily when I do absent minded silly, stupid and daft things, and I have a good laugh at myself. So don't be offended when I call you an idiot for doing, thinking or believing something silly, stupid or daft. If you can't laugh at yourself and admit your mistakes, you will never conquer your inner demons. Being an idiot is the human condition, just as much as being great is.
Please try to change your perception of 'tactless' people, as they are just telling you like it is. They are being genuine. They haven't spent hours thinking up what to say, they just say it and they have no ulterior motive.

A troll will just call someone names for no reason, that is completely different. When someone doesn't agree with something, it does NOT mean they are a troll.

Friday, 22 February 2013


I am getting a little tired of people assuming Adam Weishaup invented the word 'Illuminati' or 'Illumination' in 1776, and that even though his organisation later became known as the Freemasons, that they are the only ones who use that word and some how own it.

When someone is illuminated it means they know the truth. It does not mean they are evil, knowing the truth does not make someone evil. What the person chooses to do with their knowledge could though be seen as either good or evil.

Long before Adam Weishaup there were - The Alumbrados (Illuminated) which was a term used to describe practitioners of a mystical form of Gnosticism in Spain during the 15th-16th centuries. The Alumbrados held views that were clearly heretical. Consequently, they were firmly repressed and became some of the early victims of the Spanish Inquisition.

However where did they get their Gnostic teachings from? The Serpent Bloodline Mystery Schools of course. The Alumbrados were those who had tried to infiltrate Christianity and the Jesuits to bring the true teachings of the Serpent Bloodline. But when they were found out they were burnt at the stake. Sound familiar? Yes, it also happened to the Cathars in France and the 'true' Templars, who were Gnostics NOT Christians.

So quit throwing the word 'Illuminati' around like you know what it means, when you clearly don't.

Saturday, 16 February 2013

Is being homosexual an obstacle?

I get asked a lot of questions all the time through email, and when I answer I am answering only one person at a time. So now I will post questions and give my answers here.

Question: Do you think being homosexual is an obstacle for spiritual growth?

Answer: One could argue that any kind of 'sexual' is an obstacle, as lust is one of the things a spiritually aware person conquers and so can not be controlled by it.

If you are happy alone and feel complete alone, you are balanced. If you do not feel complete without this lust, then it will stop you progressing past the material world. People can use this against you, it can become an addiction and can stop you spiritually 'growing up'.

Of course a gay male will struggle more reaching illumination as he would not like to perform the Great Rite with a female, and unlike the assumptions of Aleister Crowley a gay male sexual act can not achieve illumination.

So therefore the male homosexual must find a path to enlightenment alone and in solitude and this is the origins of the gay celibate Priesthood. Only not all those who go into the Priesthood are ready to conquer their lust, and it has led to the abuse of children.

If you can not conquer your lust, this is the obstacle to spiritual growth for all, not just homosexuals.

Monday, 11 February 2013


The Occult word "grimoire" or book of spells means "grammar" which also tells us that "spells" are to do with putting letters together for "spelling" words or forming conceptual ideas for the purpose of raising another person's conscious awareness.

Also see

Monday, 4 February 2013

Satanic Psychopaths?

So many complete ignorant fools throw the word 'satanic' about, without even knowing what it means and why it was demonised by patriarchy. Like mind controlled minions they just listen to the perverted preachers at Church and continue to spread their lies. Calling anyone who is a psychopath 'satanic' because of the fact that they are stupid enough to believe Satan is some kind of beast with a forked tail that psychopaths worship and sacrifice babies to. The masses need to grow up and quit being so deluded.

Psychopaths are psychopaths because of issues with how their brain works, not because they worship some imaginary devil. We are not in the dark ages now. Some people are just bad through and through, they don't care about anyone but themselves. Deal with this fact instead of trying to imagine it is something humans are not capable of. 666 is the number of the Beast, the beast is man, this is why Aleister Crowley called himself the beast, he knew this.

To find out more about Satan & Lucifer see

Sunday, 27 January 2013

Karma, No Thanks

Buddhism is just another patriarchal, bs laden dogma filled religion, like all the other mainstream ones and it is something I have wrote about often. Seems others can see the damage in believing in karma too.

This man has seen the damage believing in 'karma' can do first hand.

Friday, 25 January 2013

Feeling Boxed In?

You live in a box for your home, you travel in a box on wheels to and from work, you spend your evenings staring at a box as it rots your brain and your body slowly ages and withers away. Then when you die you are put into a box.

I wonder why a box? When all of nature is in cycles and curvy organic shapes.

Wouldn't you rather live in a more natural and organic space?

Before patriarchy we all lived in round houses, mounds and caves. Now we live at odds with nature in a patriarchal boxed in world.

Some are starting to get the idea of how things should be. As humans we are much happier and healthier when living in natural organic shapes.

Above you see The Nautilus House by the Mexican, organic architect Javier Senosiain.

Hollyhock Cob House

Replica of Iron Age Round House

Inside a yurt

Inside a eco home

Psyop Mind Control At Its Best

Wow look at this for a very clever use of mind control by psyops. Look how they are talking about one thing, which any decent human would be against, then change quickly over on to another unrelated topic in order to shock and awe you into thinking voting is a great idea.

Nice try, but those of us who know the system know that it doesn't matter who you vote for, as they are all on the same side. Voting just means you actually think it will make a difference, proving you are under mind control. Me thinks someone here is a psyop, and isn't me.

Wednesday, 23 January 2013

Purple Quill

For all of my talk, or writing rather, the one thing I find the most difficult to write about is myself. I do not spend all my time doing everything I do so that others can consider me as any kind of guru. I don't spend hours answering everyone's questions, without pay when I should be working, because I am seeking some kind of fame or acknowledgement. I do what I do because I know some things that not a lot of others in the world do. I feel that everyone has a right to that knowledge. This knowledge empowers you when you know it, not me. If I keep it to myself that is what gives me power, teaching you gives nothing to me personally. Apart from the hope that those with this Gnosis themselves will help make the future that much brighter for everyone.

I consider myself down to earth and relaxed type of woman, and might come across differently to reality when online. That is because of the topics I am passionate about, I talk about with passion. It does not mean I get angry, but yes sometimes very disappointed in how people treat me for my opinions and other more personal qualities of mine. I have some good points and I have some human failings. I am proud of some of my achievements, and there are things that I have done that I have learnt some very bitter lessons from, I did learn from them however. I make mistakes, and I will always make mistakes at times, that can not be helped. But I am certain that I do not belong on anyone's pedestal. I am a woman with a message and with a lot of Gnosis inside, that I share honestly and openly with those who want to hear and want to see. And the message will be heard by only a few. To those few who will understand, I am your sister. Maybe...we can change the future for the better.

I am taking a break from the Facebook groups while I get my book finished. I found myself, yet again, spending too much time answering everyone's questions and messages, and not enough time on the book. Once the book is out it will answer most of your questions anyway and it will reach more of you are the same time.

Remember to sign - Be The Solution, and please get involved.. Don't sit back waiting for someone else to do everything for you. This movement can only work if everyone contributes not just me and a handful of others, all of you. You know who you are, if you signed already, which you have in great amounts, what are you waiting for? Just get involved... Let's make a buzz!

Update 11/02/15

I am now working on a third book, after completing Secrets of the Serpent Bloodline and The Sacred Texts. I am working on the Blood Type Personality book and it is currently in the editing stage, so should take all that much longer, a month or so maybe more.

I have now left Facebook and closed the groups we had there, I have kept the pages, which are sometimes updated. All my online socialising is now done on the Blue Blood Kin site. However as I have explained in this post before and in videos on youtube, I don't get a lot of time for answering everyone's questions. I get so many emails, messages and comments on YouTube, Facebook pages, to my email and BBK inbox. If I spent all my time answering them I would never get anything else done.

So please don't think I am being rude if I don't get back to, I am trying my best to get through everything the best I can.

Update 28/11/15

My third book Blood Type Personality is now finished and available to purchase and I have now moved to Sweden. I am settling in and really do love it. I am also trying to get the Theomerla Eco Village set up here.

I am back on Facebook because we couldn't get enough funding to keep the Blue Blood Kin site going, which is a real shame. Hopefully in the future we can move to a dedicated host, with the help of donations, and get it up and running again.

I am being kept very busy here and I am now hand crafting my Blood Lust Perfumes again as I have now reopened the Alchemist's Laboratory shop, as well as the Church Gift Shop, the perfume and many other artisan products and gifts are available there and more will be added soon. Our aim is to produce all kinds of crafts here at Theomerla.

Wednesday, 16 January 2013

Let's Rock The Boat

I see people everyday who are living in fear. Scared to rock the boat, scared of the consequences of being different. Some of these people sit there moaning about how terrible things are in the world, and how awful things are becoming.. They see things, then walk away and continue to moan about them... If you ask them why did they walk away and not help to change things.. The excuses come.. Oh well I would get in trouble, I would be victimised, I would be cast out, people wouldn't understand. And so they continue to sit there and do nothing and wonder why nothing gets any better.

If you are the ones who wants to make things better by being proactive, don't just sign this, get involved.

Saints & Sinners

Don't be ashamed of your past, of the skeletons in your closet.. those are the things that taught you lessons that led you to where you are now. You would not be you if you had not experienced all the things you did in your past - the good, the bad, the sensational and the boring... all led you further into the direction of knowing yourself.

If you embrace who you are, who you were and who you can become, those who threaten you with the past have absolutely nothing on you..

Monday, 14 January 2013

Great Mother

My love of the sea has taken me, to the shore to stare some more
into the mists of watery spray, your swirling waves as I sway.
I gaze in awe, your powerful grace, droplets hit my pale white face.
The sky God roars and blows, I grip the soft sand with my toes.
Feeling our Mother's natural charms, embracing me with her arms.
Tomorrow I'll be tempted to return, from her there is so much to learn.
Cleanse my sorrow, and heal my heart, dancing with her is a merry art.
Her elements bring so much joy, yet with any she could choose to destroy,
Great Mother, this blessing for you, with respect, love all reverence due.

~Tau Tia 2012~

Sunday, 13 January 2013

Tenacious Truth

It is risible when someone requests my input and opinion on Facebook, only to block me when I hand out the tenacious truth. They become agitated when their inveterate belief in mendacious new age tosh is questioned. I can just imagine the petulant stamping of the foot they give as they depart with great haste and block me.

I can envisage their powerless frustration of not being able to bully me and get their own way. Their only way of dealing with their building anger is to block me. As Facebook is full to bursting point with narcissists if the clash of opinions is taking place publicly and they feel attacked because they are wrong about something, their only way to deal with it is to run away. But not before they have resorted to personal insults and an attempt to belittle.

But do they ever learn from their mistake?

No, not often, their ego won't allow them to. The narcissist has a real problem with being wrong about something, or by even being confronted about something. They simply can not laugh at themselves and like to feel they are an authority on everything.

Instead of moving on from their pride being hurt, they then set about demonising the person who they feel cut off their narcissistic supply, and therefore should be punished. So if you ever disagree with a narcissist expect a hate campaign about you after the fact. However don't stop speaking the truth, especially to a narcissist who expose themselves for what they are during their narcissistic rages.

Narcissists always come across as charming and so popular, people flock to them in order to bask in their narcissistic glow. These followers will even make excuses for the narcissists terribly bad behaviour when someone disagrees with something they say.. Why? Because they are looking for someone to look up to, they need a Father or Mother figure to guide them and the narcissist knows this and plays on it. To be addicted to the grandiose charm of a narcissist is damaging to you and your self esteem.

You don't need them, but they need you - to drain you of the narcissistic supply they need to survive. Remove it from them and watch them crumble into the weak pathetic bullies they truly are.

Wednesday, 9 January 2013

Why I will never tolerate religion

"When you see a woman thought to be a demon, it's a kind of hell." - Pope Pius II

"Women should not be enlightened or educated in any way. Should, in fact, be segregated as they are the cause of hideous and involuntary erections in holy men." - St. Augustine, father of the Christian Church Catholic

"If people could see what lies beneath the skin, the sight of women would only cause vomiting. If we refuse to touch the dung with your fingertip, as we want to hug a woman, a creature of dung?" - Sant'Odone, abbot of Cluny

"The woman is above every other evil evil, snake venom and against which no medicine is fine. Women are used primarily to satisfy the lust of men." - St. John Chrysostom, which is particularly devoted Herr Joseph Alois Ratzinger, Pope Benedict XVI

"Woman is a temple built upon a sewer. You, woman, you are the devil's gateway, you have the same circuit [male] that the devil did not dare to attack in front. It is because of you that the Son of God had to die , you'll have to escape forever in mourning and covered with rags. " - Tertullian, a Christian theologian

"O believers. When you prepare for prayer wash your face and hands. If you have touched women and can not find water, look clean and dust passatevela on the face and hands." - Koran, Sura V, 6

Rape (NOT the males!) Blessed by God and father of a bastard boss: "They called to Lot and said to him:" Where are the men which came in to thee this night? Bring them out to us, that we may know them. " Lot went out to them at the door and, after closing the door behind him and said, "No, my brothers, do not hurt! Look, I have two daughters which have not known man; let me bring them out and do to them as you like, provided they do not do anything to these men, for they have come under my roof. '" - Bible, Genesis XIX, 5-8

"The veil of Pauline Christianity," the head of every man is Christ, the head of the woman is man, and the head of Christ is God Every man who prays or prophesies with his head covered dishonors his head. But every woman who prays or prophesies with her head uncovered dishonours his head, since it is the same as if her head were shaven. For if a woman will not veil, then she should cut off her hair But if it is disgraceful for a woman to be shorn or shaven, let her be covered. The man ought not to cover his head, since he is the image and glory of God, but woman is the glory of man. And man was not made from woman, but the woman from man, neither was man created for woman, but woman for man. For this reason the woman ought to have a sign on the head of his addiction. "- St. Paul, First Letter to the Corinthians, XI

"Since the Quran and the teachings of the Prophet, may Allah bless him and rest his soul, are binding for the woman who believes in the divine origin of the Qur'an and in the apostolic-prophetic mission of Muhammad, wear the veil, then , a precise and binding duty. The Muslim woman who wears the veil, expressed through it or tacitly, its Islamic identity and misleading dall'lslàm thought, unfortunately widespread, that can be called a Muslim, the woman who is not the veil, and they justify by saying that the important thing is to have faith in! They did not mind that the Prophet, may Allah bless him and rest his soul, has clearly rejected this idea when he said: "Faith is not present in whether there are Islamic behavior that indicate the presence within. '"- Hasan Al Turabi, Islamic women into society
Stoning: "When a girl is betrothed virgin, and a man find her in the city, and lie with her, will lead both to the gate of that city and lapiderete them so that they die: the damsel, because she cried not being in the city, and man because he has dishonored the woman of her neighbor. So put away the evil from you. " - Bible, Deuteronomy XXII, 23

"Every woman unchaste be trodden down as dung in the street." - Bible, Sirach IX, 10

"Flog the adulteress and the adulterer, each with a hundred stripes, and let not pity for them detain you [application] of the religion of Allah, if you believe in Him and the Last Day, and that a group of believers is this punishment." - Koran, Sura XXIV, 2

"If your actions have committed infamous women, those women confined in a house without water nor food until death overtake." - Koran, Sura IV, 15

"The spouses are guilty as soon as you leave the voluptuousness that, later, to pray," Forgive me, O God, our fault! '"- St. Augustine, father of the Christian Church Catholic

"The greater the pleasure, the more serious sin. Lovers with too much heat the wife is an adulterer!" - St. Augustine, father of the Christian Church Catholic

"The conjugal act is a grave sin in any way different from adultery and debauchery to the extent that comes into play the passion of the senses and the odious pleasure, so that no conjugal duty takes place without sin and spouses can not be without sin . " - Martin Luther, the father of Christian Protestant reform

"A mother, as married, get a place in heaven than that of the daughter as a virgin." - St. Augustine, father of the Christian Church Catholic

"The woman is not made in the image and likeness of God is in the order of nature that wives serve their husbands and children their parents, and the justice of this lies in the principle that the lower serve the greater ... It is natural justice that wants less able to serve the most capable. justice This becomes evident in the relationship between slaves and their masters, who excel in intellect, and excelling in power. "- St. Augustine, father of the Christian Church Catholic , Issues sull'Eptateuco, Book I, § 153.

"There can be no doubt that it is more appropriate to the order of nature that man domains on the woman rather than the woman on the man. This is the principle that emerges when the apostle (Paul) says, "The head of the woman is man," and, "Wives, submit to your husbands." The apostle Peter writes: "Sara obeyed Abraham, calling him lord" "- St. Augustine, father of the Christian church catholic On Lust, Book I, chap. 10.

"Adam was led into sin by Eve, not Eve from Adam.'s Right, then, that the woman accept as a master who led to sin." - St. Ambrose, father of the Christian Church Catholic

"There are three reasons why we say that man is the image of God and not the woman. First of all: just as there is one God, and by him all things were created, so a man was created first, and he was born everyone else. So is this entity that is in the likeness of God, that is to say that that is how all things come from God, so all other men proceed from this man. Secondly, as the body of Christ while he was asleep in death on the cross has led to the origin of the church that is the water and the blood which are expressed through the sacraments by which the Church lives and has its origin and becomes the bride of Christ, so from the side of Adam while he slept in paradise was formed when his wife was taken a rib from which Eve was created. Thirdly, just as Christ is head of the Church and governs the Church, so the husband is head of the wife and the rule and govern. E 'for this reason that man alone is the image of God, and not the woman. And for this reason man must not be like the woman a sign of subjection, but a sign of freedom and the rule. "- Uguccio, Summa, C. 33, q. 5, chap. 13.

"Every woman should walk as Eve mourning and penance, so that the robe of penance, they can fully atone for what comes from Eve, the shame, I say, the first sin, and hatred inherent in her , because of human destruction.

You do not know that you are Eve? The sentence of God on your sex remains today, your guilt remains.You are the door to the Devil!Thou hast eaten of the forbidden tree!You first have disobeyed God's law!You've convinced Adam, because the devil was not valiant enough to attack!You destroyed the image of God, man!Because of what you did, the Son of God had to die! "
Tertullian, a Christian theologian, De Cultu Feminarum, book 1, chapter 1.

"I do not permit a woman to teach, nor to control the man, but to be silent. Fact Adam was formed first, then Eve, and Adam was not deceived before, but the woman being deceived fell into transgression." - St. Paul, Letters to Timothy

"As in all the communities of the faithful, the women keep silent in the assemblies because it is not allowed to speak, but should be subordinate, as even the law says. If you want to learn something, they should ask their husbands at home, for it is disgraceful for a woman speak in church. " - St. Paul, First Letter to the Corinthians, XIV, 34-35

"Women should submit to their husbands as to the Lord, because the husband is the head of the wife as Christ is the head of the Church." - St. Paul, Letter to the Ephesians
"The Apostle says that the woman is clearly lower, in order that the Church of God is pure." - Ambrosiaster, The first letter to Timothy 3.11.

"In truth, women are feeble race, untrustworthy, of mediocre intelligence." - Epiphanius, Panarion 79, § 1.

"Both the nature and the law, place the woman in a subordinate relation to man." - Irenaeus, Fragment No. 32

"The duty of the wife is to provide the main government house in subordination to her husband. The man has the final say in all matters economic and domestic, and the woman must be ready to obey in all things: his place is mainly at home. Son to condemn the efforts of those feminists whose claims are aimed at a broad equality between men and women. " - Pope Paul VI

"For the purpose of Christian education of a child who does not know what good flutes, lyres and harps, music is prohibited. Must not have nice waiter and cared for, but an old virago serious, pale, sordid night at the urging of prayer and the singing of psalms and prayers in the days to hours due. should not take baths that hurt the decency of a young girl, which should never be seen naked. bred in the cloister will be under the watchful eye of his grandmother and will not look face, nor no man will know that there is another sex. " - St. Jerome, Father and Doctor of the Catholic Church

"If it's good not to touch a woman, then it is a bad touch: married men live like beasts, in fact, in intercourse with women, men do not differ in anything from pigs and animals unreasonable." - St. Jerome, Father and Doctor of the Catholic Church

"Admonish those [women] whose part you fear disobedience, leave them alone in their beds, beat them." - Koran, Sura IV, 34

"The man responsible government, she must bend. Man is highest and best, the woman dimidiata a creature, a beast hydrophobic, which has the greatest merit is to generate." - Martin Luther, the father of Christian Protestant reform

"Lord, make the child with all your might, if we let life die as well, good for you since you die doing noble work." - Martin Luther, the father of Christian Protestant reform

"Although tired and eventually have to die, does not do anything, let them deal with the death, they are here because of that." - Martin Luther, the father of Christian Protestant reform

"If the wife does not want to be a servant!" - Martin Luther, the father of Christian Protestant reform
"Towards your man will have to go your desire and he will be your master, so then descend to his addiction, so be one of the subordinate. Women are primarily designed to satisfy the lust of men. Where there is death there c 'is the marriage and where there is no marriage there is no death. " - St. John Chrysostom, which is particularly devoted Herr Joseph Alois Ratzinger, Pope Benedict XVI

"It is appropriate for women to vote because they are more conservative and more closely linked to the ecclesiastical circles, but this does not mean value for their necessary inequality and inferiority as Sacred Scripture subjects especially to our attention two of the greatest dangers: wine and women." - Pope Benedict XV

"They ask you of menses. Di ':" I am an impurity. "Do not draw near to your wives during menstruation and not pinch before they are purified." - Koran, Sura II, 222

"When a woman has a discharge of blood, the flow in her body, her impurity seven days, and whoever touches her shall be unclean until the evening. Every bed on which she lies on during her impurity shall be unclean; every piece of furniture on which she sits shall be unclean. Whoever touches her bed must wash his clothes and bathe in water and be unclean until the evening. Whoever touches anything on which she sits shall wash his clothes and bathe with water and be unclean until the evening. If man is the bed or on the furniture while it sits there for shall be unclean until the evening. There you will approach a woman to uncover her nakedness during the menstrual uncleanness. If one has a relationship with a woman during her menstrual uncleanness and shall uncover her nakedness, he hath discovered the source of her, and she has discovered the source of her blood: and both of them will be eliminated from the people. " - Bible, Leviticus

"When a woman is pregnant and will give birth to a male, she shall be unclean seven days, and be unclean as in the time of its rules (Editor's note: menstruation). Foreskin shall be circumcised on the eighth day the child. Then it will remain thirty days blood of her purifying, will not touch no hallowed thing, nor come into the sanctuary, until they have made the days of her purification. But if she bears a female shall be unclean two weeks, as in its rules, will be sixty-six days of her purifying the blood. " Bible, Leviticus

"The woman was in relationship with man as the imperfect and defective with the perfect. A woman is physically and spiritually inferior and inferiority is physical element, or more precisely by its overabundance of humidity and temperature of the lower . It is even a mistake of nature, a kind of mutilated male, wrong, badly. " - St. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica

"In any case, the woman is only the propagation of the species. Nevertheless, the woman drags down the soul of man from his height sublime, bringing his body into a slavery more bitter than any other." - St. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica

"So that is seen as being caused by a particular nature (the action of male semen), a woman is nothing more than a lack, or a negative event. For the active power of the semen, it always tries to produce something completely like itself, that is a male. However, if a woman is generated, this can happen because the seed is weak, or because the material (supplied by the female) is inadequate, or the action of external factors such as the action of southerly winds that make the air moist. "- St. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica, 1, q. 92, Article 1

".. The conferring of Orders (to a woman), it can not receive, because from the moment that a sacrament is a sign, not only the thing, but the signification of what is required in all sacramental actions; ... As a result, as you can not in females mean a eminence of degree, since the woman is in a state of subjection, it follows that a woman can not receive sacramental orders. "- St. Thomas Aquinas, Summa Theologica, Supplement ., q. 39, Article 1.

"Women can not be ordained, because the order is given to perfect members of the church, when other men have been charged with the distribution of grace. Women are not perfect members of the church, they are only men. Add to this that women are not in the image of God, but only men. " - De Baysio, Rosarium, c. 27, q. 1, ch. 23.

"It is fitting that women do not possess the power of the keys because they are not in the image of God, but only man is the glory and image of God This is because the woman has to be subject to man and serve him as a slave, and there can be no other way. "- Antonio de Butrio, Commentaria, II, fol. 89r.

"If" the head of the woman is man, "and this is to be appointed to the priesthood, it would be wrong to abolish the creation, and abandon his head to go to the ends. Because the woman is the man's body, from his rib and subjected to him, from whom she was separated for the procreation of children. It's him, it was said to her, "that will be your master." He is the man the most important part of the woman, as its head. If under these circumstances, do not allow to teach, such as could be granted, in contempt of nature, to exercise the priesthood? For it is the wicked ignorance of the Greeks that led them to order priestesses to female deities. It is possible that this will happen in the law of Christ. If it was necessary to be baptized by women, the Lord would undoubtedly have been baptized by her mother and not by John. And when he has sent us to baptize, he would send us women for this purpose. But nowhere, nothing no writing, decided something, he knew what is in accordance with nature at the same time because he was the creator of nature and the author of the legislation. "- Apostolic Constitutions, III, No. 9 .

Abortion in the Bible: "If someone had one hundred children and live many years, and many of them were his days, if he does not enjoy his property and he has no grave, then I say, better than he abortion, because these is vain and walks in the darkness, and his name is covered by the darkness. " - CEI Bible, Ecclesiastes (ex Ecclesiastes), VI, 3

The brother and his brother's widow: "When brothers dwell together, and one of them dies childless, the wife of the dead shall not be married outside with a stranger, her husband's brother to her, and will take in the wife, and perform so to her the duty of the brother. " - Bible, Deuteronomy xxv, 5

"I find more bitter than death the woman, which is all ties: a network his heart, chains her arms. Who pleases God escapes her, but the sinner is taken." - CEI Bible, Ecclesiastes (Ecclesiastes ex) VII, 26

Woe to lesbian, gay and trans: "She did not put a man's garment, nor shall a man put a dressing gown woman, whoever does these things is an abomination to the Lord your God" - Bible, Deuteronomy XXII, 5

Woe to the woman who dares to touch the sacred phallus! "If some are in dispute between them and the wife of approaches to free her husband from the hands of those who beats him and put his hand to grab him in the private parts, you shall cut off her hand, thine eye shall not have compassion. " - Bible, Deuteronomy, XXV, 11

The dispersion of the sacred male semen (masturbation): "Er, Judah's firstborn, became hateful to the Lord and the Lord slew him. Judah said to Onan," Join the wife of his brother, fulfill the duty to her brother and ensures an offspring for your brother. "But Onan knew that the offspring would not be considered his, and every time you went in to his brother's wife, scattered on the ground to keep from producing offspring for his brother. What he did not was pleasing to the Lord: wherefore he slew him also. " - Bible, Genesis XXXVIII, 7

"The woman said," I will greatly multiply thy sorrow and thy conception, in sorrow thou shalt bring forth children. Towards your husband is your instinct, and he shall rule over you. "The man said," Because you listened to your wife and ate from the tree of which I commanded you, 'You shall not eat, "Cursed is the ground because of you in toil you shall eat of it all the days of your life. thorns and thistles it shall bring forth for you, and you shall eat the' herb of the field. By the sweat of your face you shall eat bread till you return to the ground, because from it you were taken; dust you are and dust you shall return "- Bible, Genesis III

All retired except his wife: "... but on the seventh day thou shalt not do any work, thou, nor thy son, nor thy daughter, nor thy manservant, nor thy maidservant, nor thy cattle, nor thy stranger that is within you. " - Bible, Exodus XX

And you thought ...: "Reason of indignation, reproach and contempt is a woman who keeps her own husband." - Bible, Ecclesiasticus xxv, 20

"If the daughter of a priest dishonors prostitution, dishonors his father shall be burnt with fire. The priest, what is the highest among his brothers, on whose head the anointing oil was poured, and received endowment, wearing the vestments, shall not scarmigliarsi hair nor rend their garments. " - Bible, Leviticus, XXI

The son does not share his property with his sister, He just offers her in marriage so that she can carry the child of her husband. If parents bear both daughter and son, then out of them the son performs the sacred ceremony of Pind-dān (the offerings of rice balls during mortem ceremonies) and the daughter begets the dresses and ornaments. (RigVéda 3:31:2)
The disturbing part is their exclusion from the procedure of Pind-dān, wherein the departed soul unifies with his forefathers, a must happen ritual for the attainment of moksha. This small conjecture tilted the scale in favour of a male child and has since then contributed (unofficially) in the thousands of female infanticides over the ages. 
Indrā had said, “The woman mind cannot be disciplined; she has very little intelligence.” ( RigVéda 8:33:17)
(1917 - Murder, torture and crucifixion of thousands of Armenian women by the army Turkish - Photos recently published, kept in the Secret Archives of the Vatican.)

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